I spent several hours yesterday touching up my resume, writing a cover letter, digging through job listings and school web sites.  There were no actual jobs posted in areas that I was qualified/interested in, but two places just suggested sending resumes directly.  So, that’s where I’ll start.  As I turned to the higher education listings, I saw a couple of jobs in my field nearby.  Both were interesting on the surface.  One was at a school that catered to adults returning to school, and that seemed interesting to me.  But then I looked at the course load.  Five courses a semester.  And the other job, four courses a semester.  Plus research. Plus service.  And I sighed.  I just can’t do that.  I know how much work I’d put into class prep and grading, and I’d want to do some research, at least attend/present at conferences if nothing else.  And so, I know I’d feel overwhelmed pretty quickly.  And so I wrote full-time college teaching off my list of possibilities.  Maybe if I’d started back before kids or when the kids were young (and *I* was young), I’d feel more like I could do it.  But being as familiar as I am with the way higher ed works and my own work habits and commitment to students and institutions, I know that I’d be putting in 60 hours a week easily.  That’s not doable for me personally or for my family.

Part-time college teaching still appeals as do administrative jobs in higher ed.  And high school teaching, while nearly as demanding as college teaching, has enough of a balance for me to make it worth it.  No research requirement.  Plenty of time off.  Small classes (looking at independent schools), and the likelihood of being home most afternoons to meet my own kids.  Not to mention no working in the summer.  The thing is, there are things I can outsource if my income increases–housework, house repair–but there are lots of things I can’t.  Spending time with the kids, making sure they get their homework done, being at soccer games, taking them to friends’ houses, going on field trips.  There were times when I worked full time when I couldn’t do those things.  I skipped soccer games to work on my dissertation, for example.  Often, neither Mr. Geeky nor I could make it home to be with Geeky Boy after school and he frittered away his time and fell behind in school.  I don’t want to go back to that.  So I’m being careful.  I think I’ll find the right thing eventually.  And though it’s not an employee’s market, I’m lucky that I can afford to be a little choosy (for now).

We arrived back home yesterday around lunch time.  The dog was ecstatic to see us.  We unloaded the car, called Mr. Geeky and reacquainted ourselves with our house.  I made a trip to the hardware store and the grocery store.  Because the weather was so nice, I planted my herbs in little pots I’d just bought and started cleaning up the driveway.  Afterwards, I spent one last free moment reading outside with a glass of imported Scotch ale I’d picked up on our trip.  It was a thoroughly pleasant way to unwind.

6 a.m came quite early this morning, but we all managed to get ready and out the door relatively quickly.  Geeky Boy did forget his lunch, but otherwise, it was a smooth morning.  Today, I begin “operation income.”  As I’ve said many times before here, we’re not hurting financially, but we are limited by my not having an income to speak of.  I have several irons in the fire that I’ve basically let cool off too much.  So, I’m reheating those efforts.  I am finishing the book this week if it kills me.  I’m also going to do some more writing in this venue, which I’ve only managed to contribute to once a month or so.  And I’m going to see if I can make anything out of the business again.

But, I’m also looking at more traditional routes for producing income, i.e. a real job.  I’m open to all kinds of things, though my experience points mostly to teaching, and I enjoy that work so that is likely where my efforts will be focused.  However, I’m open to working in cultural institutions, writing, or working locally.  Basically, I’m looking at this as an opportunity to learn, not just as a way to make money.  I’m open to doing something completely different.  I’ll keep you posted on the possibilities and results.

Meanwhile, here’s some pictures of Gracie, who apparently does not like Easter:

Gracie "playing" with the bunny.

The aftermath

I’m on a million job lists.  When I started planning to quit, I had already looked for and even interviewed for some jobs in my field–English professorships and/or instructional technology.  So I had those lists/searches and still do.  After I quit, though I decided that doing my own thing was the way to go for the foreseeable future, I didn’t want to close off any options.  So I subscribed to different lists–things coming from craigslist, a local cultural jobs site, and a general search that included words like “writing,” “technology,” and “blogs.”  I see a lot of interesting and sad things.  Some observations:

  • Jobs in my field are increasingly more like A/V tech than anything to do with education
  • Part-time jobs are available if you want to work the desk at a museum or theatre or be a juggler/clown
  • There are plenty of jobs for technical/medical writers
  • There are plenty of jobs writing proposals of various kinds–sales, grants, etc.
  • There are jobs writing curriculum that pay less than minimum wage
  • Blogging jobs, ditto. ($2/500 wds.)
  • Crappy programming jobs are plentiful and pay well, but probably suck the life force out of you.
  • Most of the faculty jobs I see are in the medical field.
  • I often see lots of the same positions offered by the same company–big red flag.

If I were really looking for employment seriously, I’d be more focused about my search and probably use good old-fashioned networking in addition to these lists.  It’s been interesting to see at least a slice of both where the jobs are and what jobs actually pay a decent salary.