28. February 2009 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: ,

Via Leslie, I watched this poignant video chronicling the last month of the paper. What I was thinking as I was watching it was that the value of good reporting has never been highlighted by anyone very well. CNN, MSNBC, FOX, the “news” that many people watch and pay attention to has never been about good reporting. So people don’t know what they’re missing. I don’t think, as a couple of reporters said, that blogs are much to blame. In the grand scheme of things, people mostly don’t get their news from blogs. It seems to me that the advent of 24 hour news channels, the Internet, and an administration who thought the news was like an annoying puppy conspired to create a bad environment for real news. So when the economy tanks, it seems like you’re cutting out the fat when you cut out the news rather than throwing away the meat.

My own papers, the Philadelphia Inquirer and the Delaware County News, declared bankruptcy this week. I’ve been reading my news online for years and these papers have the crappiest web sites I’ve ever seen. I suspect that they lost quite a few readers that way. And quite frankly, my local paper doesn’t seem to cover very important stories. Quite often, it reprints stories from the Inquirer and the local stories all bleed. There’s very little coverage of local politics or really local anything that isn’t crime related. I think one reason blogs have bcome popular is that people are craving something more than the “if it bleeds it leads” kind of stories. And blogs may not always be good journalism, but at least for the very best of them, their content is substantive. My impression is that the Rocky did have substantive content and was a good paper. It’s sad that the community lost that. I’m sure it will be missed.


Final Edition from Matthew Roberts on Vimeo.

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27. February 2009 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: ,

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This week, an article in the Daily Mail featured Lady Susan Greenfield telling us that the Internet is not good for us. Good grief. Ars Technica, among others, point out that neither the article nor Greenfield point to any real research supporting her claims. If the Internet is making us stupid, then who are these people who recognize a lack of data to support claims?

There has been some research on this topic, which has been inconclusive. The concern is that kids/teenagers who are online or in front of screens too much and not interacting with people face-to-face might be losing valuable social skills. They might, for example, be losing the ability to read facial expressions and body language, both of which help people to communicate effectively. Fair enough. But that’s not the Internet’s fault. That’s a result of the kid not being encouraged to balance their screen time with other activities. I’m loath to completely blame parents here, but obviously, that’s one place to look. On the other hand, the research shows that older people can benefit from being online by creating new neural pathways, thus learning new things.

The Daily Mail article and Greenfield never actually say that the Internet is bad, but that it can change or may change the way we think. I’ve seen so many articles about various technologies that always assume change is bad. Change is neutral. It’s what we do with it that’s good or bad.

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26. February 2009 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags:

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There’s been a bit of discussion about this NY Times article about the humanities needing to prove they’re worth the money in such trying economic times. I should say here and now that I have a degree in English from a SLAC, so I hope that gives me some credibility.

Tim Burke says some of what I’ve been thinking, that the humanities cannot justify themselves through an argument that the discipline is important because it is. Tim puts it this way:

I think the default reliance on disciplinary justifications for continued support are just as dead. Many humanistic disciplines have long privileged tautological arguments about the value of research and teaching: what they do is important because the discipline deems it important. A good project is a project which advances the work of the discipline. In particular, if you concede some new resource limitations or imperatives, I think the humanities mostly have to give up the disciplinary proposition that what we do is primarily discovery, that we research subjects and information which are unknown and turn them into knowledge.

What I was thinking mostly is that the humanities has become somewhat of a ghetto at many institutions as requirements for those courses have fallen away, either for practical or budgetary reasons. The NY Times article claims that the humanities have become an elitist course of study by people, I suppose, who can afford to major in Art History because daddy has the right connections to get them any job they want after college. I think part of the problem is that as faculty have specialized further and further and focused on “advancing the discipline” and, of course, themselves in the process, they no longer teach courses that would be appealing or appropriate for the physics and business majors out there. As the article alludes to, but doesn’t directly say, a good course in ethics for all those Wall Street investors might have prevented some of our current financial fallout. So my thought is that the humanities need to come out of their elite or ghettoized (whatever your point of view is) and start infusing themselves into many other disciplines. There need to be courses, perhaps, that are cross-disciplinary. And I think institutions need to value to work of creating those courses and perhaps find a way to slow down the “creation of knowledge” aspect of humanities work and encourage more thoughtful teaching.

Some of the interviewees in the article imply that what needs to happen is a kind of “back to basics” approach, a return to the “great works,” etc. I actually think just the opposite, that we need to broaden what we mean by the humanities and what humanistic courses encompass. Certainly many of the old lessons apply, but I think we need to try to apply them more directly, to have the conversation, for example, about our online identities and what it means to be human in cyberspace as well as meatspace.

I personally value my humanities background and I cast my net wide when I was in school, taking econ classes, business classes, physics, and computer science in addition to the writing and literature classes I “needed” for my major. Too often, however, the econ majors don’t venture into a literature class and that’s especially true at larger schools. We need to find a way to encourage econ majors to venture into more humanities classes by making them more obviously applicable (I can imagine, for example, a course that studies novels from the Great Depression or whose main characters are investment bankers) or to teach econ humanistically (easier with econ maybe than with physics).

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25. February 2009 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags:

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I just finished watching “The Biggest Loser” and opened up my reader to find this post by Horace at To Delight and Instruct. Although I personally judge myself and compare my body to others’, I’d never thought of how the medical profession might contribute to this. Horace describes the way his doctor compares his vital signs to his wife’s. And then says this:

That we think of even vital signs in this hierarchical way suggests to me the degree to which we are willing to judge, rank and hierarchize based on simplistic measurements and perceptions of bodies that are constructed in complicated and multi-functional and multi-contextual ways strikes me as, at the very least, symptomatic of a cultural conditioning to view the material body as a legible marker of subjectivity, and on a more sinister level, a somewhat more conspicuous and perhaps even vaguely conscious effort on the part of the medical community (and even more, of the medical tchnology and pharmaceutical industries) to transform physical flesh into a value marker, with ideological, moral, and capital value.

I never worry about going to the doctor, mostly because I get the same kind of praise that Horace and his wife do. My vital signs are good. My weight is good. But I do hate going to the dentist because I never floss enough. I get shamed on a regular basis. You know, why doesn’t the dentist just clean my teeth, and unless there’s an obvious problem, leave out the condemnation altogether. I imagine that people with non-teeth-related health issues feel the same way I do about going to the dentist. As a result, I don’t go to the dentist as often as I should and I’m sure the same happens for others when it comes to doctor’s visits. And what a shame. And it is a terrible thing to shame someone when they really haven’t done much wrong. Maybe they’re trying hard. Certainly, the doctor can’t get into the complexities of their health situation in a 15 minute appointment.

I think Horace’s post hit a nerve, too, because we’ve been discussing cosmetic surgeries of various kinds in our class and this whole issue of the body as something that our values are written on has come up again and again. It’s interesting to see the same issue in a slightly different context.

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23. February 2009 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: ,

The above video was one of two videos we showed near the beginning of our presentation for Northern Voice. Nancy White started off by having everyone draw pictures together. The idea was to have them feel a little uncomfortable working together. I did get upset with Barbara for making a squiggle where I didn’t want one. :) The videos were meant to explore the discomfort of navigating digital and physical spaces and to explore the discomfort one might feel in doing that, or in Barbara’s case, what her clients (citizens of small rural towns) feel.

We debriefed quite a bit afterward, and I’m still thinking about it. What Nancy was interested was the space between the different spaces we might occupy–virtual, digital, global, local. Whether we feel comfortable or not with whatever group, the movement, the transition from one to another is often quite difficult. Many of us are experiencing that transition today (or yesterday) by moving from the intense mostly like-minded environment of Northern Voice to our work and home spaces. For me, this transition was made all the more unsettling thanks to missed flights that led to my traveling all night. Really, it seems to me that it is this in between state that we occupy most of the time, a strange space where we can conceive of ourselves in different spaces and feel fragmented and whole at the same time. I’d like to say that for me this is when I’m at home, but that’s not entirely true. I think I have this feeling that only part of myself appears in any given space. The idea of multiple identities is nothing new, of course, but living it so vividly by having these digital persona running around feels somehow disruptive.

I’m not sure where I’m going with this, except to say that it’s good when your own presentation makes you think. One of the things I said in the presentation was how difficult I was finding it to move as freely in the physical world I have access to as the virtual ones. The people I see at school and on the street (aside from my students) don’t even know about the virtual spaces I live in much less use them. I can’t have the flow I have with the people I knew online and then met this weekend or the ones I met this weekend and am now reading their blogs or following them on Twitter. When I see them again, it’s not quite like we haven’t seen each other in a while. We have some sense of each other’s lives in between. So how do I build relationships with people offline and maintain them without technology? Seriously. That’s my big question. The local friends I do, we follow each other via Twitter, keep in touch via email and blogs, and arrange the occasional drinking fest at someone’s house or local bar. But where I’m stumbling is trying to make connections not just for friendship but to effect change. Now that the election is over, it’s the little things we need to work on–school board budgets, PTA meetings, land development–that really aren’t so little and my impression is that much of the connecting for that happens elsewhere, not online, but in the library and the coffee shop and at the grocery store. I just need to get my ass out of the chair and go to those places and “follow” the right people.

What about you? What are your in between spaces like? How to you maintain physical connections with or without technology?

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22. February 2009 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags:
I’m on the way home from Northern Voice and there’s so much to process and say. It was really great to reconnect face-to-face with my old friends Barbara G., Leslie M-B, Alan Levine, and Brian Lamb. I admire and respect their work, and find it really invigorating to be around them. They both support and challenge my thinking, something I truly appreciate. It was also my great pleasure to meet twonew/old friends, Scott Leslie and D’Arcy Norman. I’ve been reading their blogs for years and loved having the opportunity to talk to them in person. Also, it was wonderful to reconnect with Nancy White and have the opportunity to present with her and to learn from her. She doesn’t remember our first meeting at BlogHer ’06, but thanks to Flickr, the event is duly documented.

I ended up giving two presentations thanks to Leslie prodding me to help her present on Gender and Blogging. That turned out to be a really fun presentation. We tried to simply frame the issue based on our recent on-blog conversations and then ask the audience to weigh in. People had some very interesting things to say and they continue to come up and talk to Leslie and me afterward. We didn’t come up with any profound answers to the question of whether certain blog categories were more or less inviting to women or whether it was even an issue. One interesting thing that came out of it was when Leslie asked how many of the people in the room started their blog under a pseudonym. Almost all the women raised their hands and only one man did. By far my favorite moment, though, was when D’Arcy said, quite earnestly, that he’d been wondering if there’s something he was doing on his blog to make it unfriendly to women. As I said then, no, there isn’t. I think there’s a complex dynamic going on that has to do with what men are doing when they’re blogging and commenting and what women are doing. And even saying that makes me feel somewhat uncomfortable because it assumes that there’s some kind of “normal” behavior for men and women.

Like our presentation on gender, my presentation with Barbara and Nancy about Limbo–the spaces between online and offline spaces–we didn’t have enough time to really flesh out all the issues. But we did get to dance! I have a lot more to say about the presentation itself, including links to the videos Barbara and I led off with. The debrief of the session with Nancy and Barbara was as fun as the presentation itself.

Saturday night, hanging out with new friends and old, I laughed more than I’ve laughed in a long time. We all had some truly funny quirky stories, tales of woe from high school, old jobs, etc. It was great to feel like I was among fellow travelers. We also came up with new multimillion dollar ideas that I think don’t look so good in the light of day, but at the time seemed fabulous.

Now I’m looking at taking a red-eye home thanks to the only misconnection of the weekend, and heading into a had week ahead, but I feel revived somehow. I feel reconnected with myself, with my goals, inspired by what I heard over the last few days. Thank you, Northern Voice and all the people who made it so worthwhile.

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Holy cow! Have I really not blogged since Monday? Well, I’ll chalk it up to the first batch of papers plus a lot of mother-work to do.

Anyway, I’m traveling today, headed to Vancouver for Northern Voice. I have a long layover here–another hour to go and I’m sitting on the floor with another woman, charging my laptop, which, sadly, won’t be fully charged in time for my flight. My phone is also dead, but there ar eno more open outlets. Hello? Airports? Get some freaking outlets!

I did have a nice meal which included a margarita, thus the lack of outlets is not as painful as it might be. I like airports with decent food options. It pleases me.

On the other hand, I have a fairly long flight ahead–3 hours I think. I’m definitely not grading the whole time. Sorry students. I grade electronically anyway, so I think I won’t have the battery power to do much anyway. I’m guessing it’ll last an hour. I entertained myself on the last flight with Sex and the City. I highly recommend it as a fluffy “chick flick” though I don’t recommend watching it on a plane. I cry easily during movies=-enough said. So now I have to figure out how I’m going to entertain myself for two more hours. I lean toward the magazine direction for flights as my concentration is easily broken, so deep thoughts are not possible. So far, I’ve only found a store that sells books–no magazines. Weird, huh. And I have this power dilemma–can’t leave the laptop.

I like traveling, but I certainly feel trapped. I imagine that caged animals feel much the same, trying to figure out how to entertain themselves with limited options. I’m trying my best not to feel that it’s like this outside of airports, too.

16. February 2009 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags:

Occasionally I have a shopping trip that is nirvanic. It can feel like an escape from the real world where all you have to do is focus on food. But most of the time, it feels like a real burden.

First, there’s the fact that the grocery stores around here are small, which would be fine except that it’s the aisles that are small and so many people tend to park their carts in ways that prevent anyone from passing them. I’m okay with brief distraction, but occasionally, someone seems to park and then examine entire shelves of products, comparing ingredients and prices while the rest of us wait.

Second, there’s the general layout of the store that seems to defy logic. Why are juices three aisles over from sodas? Why are pickles and olives not with other canned and jarred items? Currently, the store I shop at is remodelling, so the layout is even more confusing.

But by far the most frustrating thing about grocery shopping is that I have to bag my own groceries. Seriously, this was the biggest shock to me when I moved here. I’ve lived in two different locations in two parts of the country where they bagged for you (not including my hometown where they also bag for you) and when I went to the grocery store for the first time after we moved here, I was flabbergasted by the fact that I had to bag my own groceries. I am not good at this and there’s pressure from the other people in line to bag quickly. I’m not as efficient as a truly good bagger so I use more bags or I squish something important.

Actually, back when I was kid, I remember that not only did our store bag, but we also drove the car up to the door and they loaded for us. I don’t mean to sound like a snob, but I miss this kind of service and I’d be willing to pay for it.

What are your shopping experiences?

Last week I hijacked Jim’s blog, bavatuesdays, by making a fairly innocent comment about how his top commenters were (or at least seemed to be on the surface) all men. I was not trying to claim Jim was sexist or anything (as I think Jim knows), but it’s a pattern I happened to notice and, quite frankly, that I notice quite often on many male-authored blogs.* I’m not accusing anyone of anything, really. I’m just trying to figure out why this pattern persists, and why it seems to persist in the technical world I tend to inhabit. I’m not sure I can say anything more intelligent here than I did there and I’m concerned that I’m re-enforcing gender stereotypes by even pointing out these habits. I know lots of women in the technical world, but it does seem to me that they participate less in these informal conversations than the men I know (and I included myself; I’m a lame commenter). What are the implications of that, if any?

I know this blog is random and all over the place, which doesn’t lend itself to being read regularly by people who are interested in specific topics. I personally like the randomness of it, even while I recognize that it means I don’t get linked to by others as often. And I know that randomness is typical of many women bloggers. Although not true of all women, of course, women tend to mush the different parts of their lives together more than men and that tendency is reflected in their blogs. Except Jim’s blog is random, too, but it’s random in a different way than mine. I’m not sure I’ve ever seen him post about his kids or his family or personal life, really. His topics may shift, but they never drift to the personal. Maybe men shy away from the personal, both in their reading and posting habits. Maybe women are drawn to the personal and so are not drawn to male-authored blogs. I don’t know. I do know there’s research out there and I do wish I knew more. Please do comment on this issue if you have thoughts and can point me in different directions.

*For the record, I just want to note that I know that we don’t always know what gender a blogger is, nor do we know what relationship their gender has to their biological sex. And further, I also recognize and appreciate that gender is not a category that can be easily divided into male-female. But I do recognize that people tend to do that and that certain patterns related to gender identity seem to emerge and I’m interested in those.