08. February 2008 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: , ,

As it happens, my institution has published a news story with quotes from many of the faculty about how they feel about students publishing their college work online. I have to say I have mixed feelings about what many of them say. I have to respectfully disagree with what the final respondent says: “All you have to do is look at 99 percent of the stuff posted online to realize that writing for a wider audience doesn’t always encourage more polished material.” That may be true, especially for young adults and teenagers, but I have to think it’s due in part to educators not teaching students what it means to write for a wider audience. My experience with my class tells me that most students don’t “get” that they’re writing for an audience, much less what that means. Once they do understand it, I find they start polishing their arguments and their writing. Most people writing online–in a blog, for example–consider it more like talking to friends than writing. Those that do take the audience seriously, I think, write fairly well.

I am also quoted in the article. If I’d known what some of the others had said before I handed in my quote, I might have said something different–just to stir things up.

07. February 2008 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: , ,

Yesterday, I read an article in the Chronicle by James Lang where he urges teachers to dispel the myth that freshmen will be transformed by their first year of college. Faculty tend to believe that students will have their minds opened and change their worldviews (usually in response to their own classes). He says this idea comes mainly from the fact that most faculty actually did have their minds opened during the first year of college and so they expect their students to do the same. However, Lang argues (based primarily on a book by Tim Clydesdale) that most students just learn to manage their lives during that first year and they hold their views fairly sacrosanct.

I also finished watching and listening to Michael Wesch’s ELI presentation where he, too, talks about the 21st century student and how we’re not reaching them or providing them with meaningful learning experiences. He says that we need to provide not just content but make that content significant by personalizing the content. We need to help students understand where they fit in the world and why the material their studying matters to them personally. He then describes how he does that in his own class. And it’s really amazing.

So, I got to thinking about these two pieces together and it occurred to me that I might apply these ideas to faculty. First, it’s true that I want faculty to appreciate and care about learning with technology with the same passion I do. I found using technology in my classes so rewarding for my students that I pursued a career in helping others work with technology. However, faculty mostly just manage their lives the same way the students do. (I wonder if students don’t mimic some of the behaviors of their faculty.) They manage prepping for classes, working toward tenure, writing articles and books, serving on committees, and of course, juggling the rest of their lives. So, like students, their questions are bad. Students ask (as Wesch points out), “Will this be on the test?” Faculty ask, “Can you put these readings up for me?”

Both Wesch and Lang offer ways to teach students given where they are, and they’re actually pretty similar. Lang explains that Clydesdale has changed the way he teaches to deal with the reality that students are not in his class to have their minds changed:

[Clydesdale] has shifted his learning objectives away from content retention and toward skill development. “Little of the content of liberal-arts courses will be used in the careers of our graduates,” he said, “but the thinking, writing, speaking, and analytical skills these courses hone have enormous utility for the careers and the lives in general of our students.”

He doesn’t lecture and instead students discuss issues in class and work on semester-long projects. Wesch, too, limits lecturing and has his students work on semester-long projects through which they do learn content, but probably learn more valuable skills along the lines of the ones Clydesdale mentions. For Wesch, technology is a key component of helping students gain those skills.

What does this mean for me and my faculty? Well, if I follow Lang and Wesch, I shouldn’t teach content. For me, that means I shouldn’t give them the recipe for how to do something. I shouldn’t hold workshops where all I do is walk them through the steps for how to use software. I should ask them why they want to do that something and engage them in discussion, hopefully moving them toward thinking critically about the technology they’re using. I should let them explore the technology on their own rather than giving them all the answers. (For an example of someone not providing all the answers to their students, see Garnder’s latest post.)

Another thing I might think about is the issue of personalization that Wesch raises. How do I make this stuff meaningful to them in a personal way? I’m not sure yet. Unlike Wesch and Lang, I don’t have a captive audience. I can’t create semester-long projects for them (though I am doing something similar with a few faculty). When people show up for workshops, it’s by choice and there’s often not a critical mass of people in the room to begin a discussion about the whys of using technology. So, I’m going to have to think about how to do this on a one-on-one basis, which is where I have most of my interactions. As least thinking this way gives me a different way to react other than by being frustrated. I’ll keep you posted on my progress.

06. February 2008 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: , ,

One thing we discussed as we prepared for our talk at ELI 2008 was that we should all confront our own personal fears and some of us did that. Barbara talked about fear as a faculty member using blogs to teach of being exposed, making a mistake, or generally looking stupid in front of her students. Leslie talked about fearing stagnation, of the fear of investing in technology that takes us backwards instead of forward. A fear I have that I don’t think I articulated was a fear of being irrelevant and unnecessary.

How important is my position, really, to the institution as a whole? If my position disappeared, would anyone really notice?

Most of the faculty that reach out to me are really just asking for tech support. They want to know how to perform certain tasks in Blackboard. They want to know how to edit a web site. They don’t tend to ask the bigger questions: what is appropriate technology for me to use to achieve my goals, how should I use x to help my students learn.

My fear is that I will never be trusted to answer such questions. I am glorified tech support, someone who knows the technology and who also happens to know and have experience with teaching and learning. What’s valued is my ability to answer the technical questions. But that’s not what I personally value about my skills.

If me, or someone like me, isn’t around to ask the big technology and education questions, will faculty turn to each other for such questions? I don’t know that they will. Faculty tend to be insulated and don’t discuss such issues with each other. There are a few faculty who are are thinking about these issues, but I suspect when they try to evangelize about what they’re doing with technology in their classes, they get the same looks I often do.

Sure, I want to justify my position out of a sense of survival, but I think it’s important to question–sometimes in a dramatic way–the logic of certain structures, to ask why and really mean it. So why do instructional technologists exist? Are they really needed and what is their role within an institution? How could they be more effective? Should their role change? Could we envision them teaching or doing research? Or do we want them to shift to be more tech support and be less concerned about the big questions?

04. February 2008 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: ,

Valerie’s comment below got me to thinking even more, especially about this little tidbit:

Among other things, this means that if you are a two-earner couple, if you are going to get the kid-rearing job done adequately, at least one parent needs to have a job with some serious flexibility.

She goes on to explain that she came of age in the 70s and believed that she should pursue a career and the family stuff would work itself out. Well, I came of age in 80s and I don’t know what wave of feminism that puts me in, but I was under the impression that the structure of the business world was going to change dramatically. Stop laughing, I really thought that. And when I was in a corporate job, I tried to change the culture myself.

Here’s the logical extension (to me) of what Valerie’s saying. In order to parent well, one parent needs a flexible job. In our culture, flexible jobs tend not to pay well or have good career paths (often they have no career path). Couldn’t flexible jobs pay well and/or have good career paths? I’m annoyed by the idea that in order to create a flexible job for myself, I may well have to step off the career path I’m on. And that sucks.

The thing is, I didn’t pursue a career with blind ambition. I, like a lot of people I know, stumbled around for a while, taking jobs and pursuing opportunities for various reasons. I went to grad school to pursue something I loved and then found out there was no money in it and I didn’t really love it as much as I thought I did. I took a corporate job to pay the bills and discovered that I really like a lot about it. Then back to grad school, a few adjunct positions and now a job in a field that I really like. I couldn’t have gone into this with my eyes open. I had no idea where I was going. And quite frankly, I don’t think I should have known. Some people may know what they’re going to do when they grow up, but I’m still figuring it out. And just when I think I know, I find myself constrained by a work culture and school culture that doesn’t acknowledge a) the existence of children (or partners or ailing parents, etc.) or b) the fact that many families are dual career. Sigh.

It doesn’t help that some child-free folks are commenting on an old blog post of mine. Note to them: Seriously folks, I don’t want to cramp your style. You’re not going to find to many parents more sympathetic to your point of view than me. But if you want to have a discussion, let’s be civil about it. Incivility and/or stupidity will just get your comment deleted. Honestly, I want a world where we can all pursue our careers and goals and not get in each other’s way.

I think that’s all for now. If anyone knows of legal ways I can become independently wealthy, let me know.

03. February 2008 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: ,

I have been thinking about writing this for a couple of days. And then I ran into Aspazia’s post commenting on the Dear Cary letter from Salon about mom identity crisis. Let’s just say I can relate.

Those of you who have met me personally or who are long time readers will know that I’ve had numerous issues with Geeky Boy and school. I’ve been reassured this is a boy thing and that with enough support and prodding, he will eventually figure it out. That doesn’t help my anxiety at this moment, though. I constantly think that if I just stayed home, this would not be a problem. And last night over dinner, I asked Geeky Boy what his ideal education would look like and he answered, “Homeschooling. Having you teach me.” We were talking about how none of us likes being lectured at and how learning shouldn’t be about that and he said, “Well, then, my teachers are doing it wrong.” Sigh. I know.

If I just identified myself as a mom, I probably never would have returned to work and I might indeed have homeschooled, or at the very least, spent more time talking to his teachers about what’s going on, or researching alternative schools or something. Or, if I didn’t care about my work, my career, I’d take more time off to manage all of this. Managing a family takes a lot of work, more work than a two-career couple can really manage. Both Mr. Geeky and I care about our work to the point of working at night and on weekends a fair amount. What that means is that laundry doesn’t get done, groceries don’t get bought, homework doesn’t get followed up on, things fall apart.

I have ideas about doing things careerwise and they all involve sacrifices for my family and so sometimes I outright dismiss them. Moving, spending a lot of time outside of work, or financial sacrifices. These are all things that seem easier to manage if you don’t have to think about its effects on children or partners.

The irony is, I’m a firm believer in the “put your own oxygen mask on first” philosophy of parenting. Complete personal sacrifice isn’t good for parent or child. However, I have a hard time just saying, “To hell with how this affects the kids, I’m doing it.” Every choice I make I have to think about the rest of the family. And sometimes, quite frankly, that’s paralyzing. To the writer of the Dear Cary letter, I say, it doesn’t matter whether you identify yourself as a mom or not, it’s going to affect everything from here on out. And I have to say, at least from my perspective, it’s something that affects women more than men. How I feel about that is too complicated for a blog post. Maybe the rest of you can fill in the blanks.

02. February 2008 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: , ,

I left this really long comment on Alan’s blog and thought it deserved its own space. We all discussed this to some extent while at the conference and obviously, I had a lot of thoughts. Thanks Alan, for spurring them again. Here’s the comment:

I have a love/hate relationship with conferences. On the one hand, I love the opportunity to travel, to drink, to meet new people, to talk to old friends, and to perhaps hear a few new ideas. On the other hand, I’m finding fewer new ideas at these conferences. What I’ve enjoyed most is the chatting between sessions, the twittering, flickring, and long talks over dinner that shift from technology to kids to patriotism.

I like going to conferences where I’m way out of my field. I went to SXSW a couple of years ago and that kind of blew my mind. The sessions were different, the chatter in the hallway was way different, and the alcohol was free. :) Problem is, I have to convince my employers that these conferences have merit. I really shouldn’t. Shouldn’t everything be related to education? If we’re preparing our students for the world, shouldn’t we see a lot of it, from a lot of different angles?

I have yet to go to an unconference, but I’m thinking of running one. I love the idea of showing up, posting what I want to learn about, what I want to teach, and then just talking to some smart people and hearing what they have to say. As someone said on my blog, though, there are a lot of people not on the bleeding edge of things who do actually get something out of these things. But I keep thinking, just because there are those people, does that mean I have to pander to them or be like them? I wouldn’t ask a physics professor to retake Physics 101. Why should I have to take Web 2.0 101? And doesn’t the Physics professor acknowledge that her Physics 101 students are at the bottom of a curve? Why can’t I acknowledge the same thing of some folks at my school and in the audience of these conferences? I’m not being condescending. I’m acknowledging a reality.

I kind of hinted at the conference that it would be nice to have an “advanced” track, something where we could really talk and play with stuff that’s pretty far out there. Why couldn’t Apple or Microsoft or Google bring the really new stuff to these conferences instead of iLife and tablets and Google maps which may be new to some, but old hat to many of us? And like you said, maybe we could build something together, the tools that no one else has yet created. But yeah, let’s make it fun!